Today I am at working struggling to stay awake through my shift, being rather exhausted and a little emotional. Not emotion because of your typical girl hormones or your pitty parties but rather the emotions I am feeling for gratitude to my savior. It's been a ruff past few weeks from my truck breaking down, losing a boy friend, school, family health issues and drama. But because of these times it has forced me to rely on the best source of stength, my savior.
I read one of my friends blogs and she talked about hope. The hope the savior has given me helps me find peace and strength to keep going right now. I can see the saviors hand through out my life, even when times were tougher and I seemed to be barely hanging on for dear life. He carried my through those times and gave me Wonderful growth, growth that has still effects me today.
The light will soon come and the dawn will break. For now though I must focus my efforts in increasing my dependance on Christ, my savior. I am incredibly blessed and most times I feel like I never deserve it because of my soooo many imperfections. Why does the savior love me so much? I guess the world may never know but I have felt feelinf reassured of his continuos love.
So sorry if this doesn't make sense. I am writing this on nearly empty. 3 hours left woooohoooo!
